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| dream 02/14/2010 |
| Written by prettynerd |
| Tuesday, 16 February 2010 15:33 |
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i had the weirdest dream last night. too weird that it woke me up feeling anxious. i was in a military training. i was waiting in line for my turn when i saw my co-trainee picking up and dropping off street rats from one container to another just using his mouth. feeling hesitant during the wait, i kept telling myself, "if they can do it, why can't i?" surely i was motivated to do it. luckily, a high rank official called my attention and asked me to lead a platoon of other trainees. this time, i was a platoon commander. i started of commanding the platoon to march. after a few routines, the high rank official somehow commanded them to change clothes and come back after sometime. when my platoon came back, they were all dressed like mummies. every soldier was covered with white linen cloth all over their body including their faces. i understood that it was part of the training to test how long they'll reach exhaustion. then, we went back with marching. after a few turns, i commanded them to halt, then, to stand at ease. sure they were very exhausted. with the high rank official beside me, i ordered several commands like attention, stand-at-ease, stand-easy, repeating it over and over until i notice that they weren't moving anymore. i wondered could my commands be wrong since they weren't paying attention anymore until i realized that they might be suffucated with that cloth on there faces. crying out loud, i hurrily asked for help to remove the clothing from their bodies. i felt horrified taking the blame for what happened to them. i assumed they were dead. as i was taking off the linen cloth from one soldier, it turned out to be a fork. yes, the one used with the spoon, a fork. and as i looked at other soldiers helping me unveiling the clothings, they were already placing the forks into a bowl of boiling water. thinking that my platoon will be revived, i hurrily put the fork in the bowl. i couldn't think of any explanation why i needed to put the fork in a boiling water and so i just concluded that they will be revived during the sterilization of the forks. then, snap!!! i woke up. i woke up feeling guilt like i just committed a crime. i couldn't forget the fact that my platoon died while i was in command. =( |
